Weight Fluctuation

 

I just felt that i needed to share with y'all that weight fluctuation is pretty normal. 

Above is my chart - kind of stopped using it though, as you can see from mine my last update was 4th april ... Oops

Idk, just having this chart makes me feel better that even though i have ups and downs its still going down. 

yes its not going down as quick as it used to and im still 137.4lbs bla bla but it still shows it is. 

Ive been reading some blogs and noticed people fluctuating and gaining which is causing binges... I just want to kind of say your not alone! It happens to me and im almost certain it happens to everyone else. You can see were i had a super bad binge stage, and also were i got ill and lost tons really quick. 

Sorry for the shitty blog! At work and my head is all over the place! 

-C

Dosed up on meds

So iun my last post i mentioned that i was in pain...I wasnt kidding. 

Ended up going to hospital that night with a kidney infection. 

YAAAAYYYY :/

Antibiotics the doctors originally gave me were incorrect for the type of infection i had therfore it spread from my bladder to my kidneys. 

Im sorry but in my mind i think thats very irrisponsible of the doctors. If i didnt know what was wrong with me and just took painkillers and went onto bed my kidney could be permenantly damaged right now and id be on a waiting list for a new one! 

Well anyway it all worked out im on new medication which they believe is the correct one. 

Fingers crosse hey! 

So my weight is bouncing better 138 and 137lbs Well technically 138.6 and 137.2 seeing as i havent gone over or under these for a while. 

I seem to do really well in the day, i eat my piece of fruit for elevensies, i dont if im not hungry. 

Salad for lunch, gotten rid of the lettuce the past two days as it had frozen!(not sure how that happend)

But as soon as i go home, because im not going to the gym straight after work i flail and end up having a bowl of cereal. Or i have a light dinner and then something else later on at dinner time. 

I cant keep control. The gym takes up a good hour and a half so when i get home its around 5ish. Ill then shower and get dressed again, watch a tv show and then eat something small. it will then be 7.30ish which i go to R's. It used to work so perfectly and with this stupid infection its all going downhill. I cant seem to loose unless i go drastic and tape my mouth shut or something! 

perhaps i should try that?

Stay Strong

-C