Showing posts with label sick. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sick. Show all posts

Thursday, 2 August 2012



133.0lbs 

yes i had a binge last night and im reallly suprised how i only put on 0.4lbs 
:/ 

How come when i have a big binge i dont put on as much as when i have a little binge?

Probably would have been less as my binge was at about 4pm but then i had a sandwich past 8 and the scales were 133 before i had that pitta bread. 

Ah well.

My promo team are back in North tonight 
:)

Soo happy because it means i can go out with them, MUST LEAVE BY 12.00AM 

ive got to be up at 5.30 to shower and get ready to be picked up for 6 to leave for the OLYMPICS

Off to see Athletics
:)
SOOO EXCITED

so i wont be able to post tomorrow or over the weekend so ill let you know my plan 

Thursday (today)
- work
- travel an hour up north 
- Hot Tub 
- Drink a bit
-Go into Town and drink 
-Drive home (fingers crossed) by 12.30am

Friday
-Leave for Olympics at 6am
-Travel around arena once games have finished (1.40pm)
- Go for food with family
- Travel back to Btown
- Get ready for a night out up North
-Travel up North
-PAARRTYYY

Saturday
-Travel back to Btown
- Back to Ntown for shopping and nails/Eyebrows done
- Back to Btown for the best steak around!
-BACK TO NTOWN for the launch party im running
-Dont know evening plans

Sunday
-DIE FROM HANGOVER
 - might go back out 

Monday
-Work and you shall hear from me 
:)

Hope your all ok! 

Stay Strong and Think Skinny 

- Love C
xxxxxxx

Saturday, 30 June 2012

The Truth.


 
And the Winner is ..... WinterA

(btw that picture is because im talking about men and well alcide from true blood is super hot)

ME-  Decided against being a fb friend then? Fair enough. See you around x


A- my girlfriend went mental that i added you so i kind of have to. even though weve never actually spoken. sorry x

Winter was correct that it was the girlfriend. 

Another strange thing that happend (things seem to come in 3's with me)

My ex boyfriend from school turned around and said i go for jerks but thats not all i attract as hes changed now and he likes me likes me. 

Wtf its been like 3-4 years since we dated.

Also found out R and his mates decided to get hold of him on a night out i said hi as i havent seen him in time as he goes to uni up in wales. and say oh btw this is C's Boyfriend. Wtf!? Jealous much. Cant stand jealous people/ 

R was once talking to his ex called me over and i left saying i dont want to get to know her but i have no problem you too catching up. I know hes mine and i trust him. Same with him talking to girls on fb or in the pub/club.

And then R was in an full on mood last night. 

If i got a penny for every kiss i got during the night that woke me up id be rich. I was trying to sleep while he got ready for work and hes sat there pecking at my face! He said im the one in a mood because i didnt cuddle in my sleep. He just answered himself....i was asleep! How the heck am i ment to have a brain when sleeping??! 

So thats my come in 3. I want some retail therapy!

-Love C
xxxxxxxxx

Wednesday, 2 May 2012

Day One


So its only day 1 and Midday. 

So far its obviously going well, hunger doesnt usually set in untill 1pm with me as im used to not eating breakfast etc. But i usually have tea to keep me going untill then, but seeing thats on my 'no no' list ive had none! 

I really home i can get through this! 

I have soup for my dinner, but have it on me incase i get really lightheaded (i have a 30min drive home from work and well i would like to make it home alive) 

Ive been drinking my carton of juice. For the whole 1litre its 400cals. 

Im not too bothered with the fact that its all liquid. Surley the calorie intake doesnt matter as my body doesnt have to break any solids down?

So i jsut got some bad/good news.

Im going to the cinema to see avengers tonight! YAY.

I said no popcorn but he said yes, we HAVE to have some, and seeing as he knows i like salted and hate sweet and he likes sweet not salted he always buys me my own bag! ERGH and he then text me saying what are we having for dinner? WE NEVER HAVE DINNER TOGETHER

omg, i swear its because i decided to do this liquid diet that life hates me and wants me to fail.

Im going to have to be mean and say i got too hungry and went ahead and ate...But then he will dangle food in my face and well when you havent eaten all day its going to be hard to say no right?!

Think its literally my worse nightmare....I  need to become a loner and have no friends and go to work and then come home, that way i can be skinny and nobody will care what i do to myself!

-Love C