New thinspo

126.6lbs this morning... I really liked it! Almost there!!!

Not eating is getting easier, around will it's hard, he obviously wants to eat and I'm 'fixed' to him ... So happy smiles and eat away with him.

Obviously I still get hungry so I decide... Ok ill go make food myself. I don't have so much of a battle as before which is soooo nice. But I'm loving the weightless. Loving people notice.

Just need skinnier

Check out Diana Melison
Peeerffecccttttttt - wish I was her... Watch her YouTube videos all the time to keep motivated

Hope your all doing ok

-love C
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Im Sad 

Im Unhappy

Im Scared

All i want to do is go to my mummy and cry in her Arms. 

Nothing is working out for me. 

My boyfriend is struggling with me because hes stressing over money

I have none. 

He has none because he is having to pay for everything

Dog

Food

Me

Him

Petrol 

Drinks

Entertainment

I need help

I want to treat him

I need to treat hiim

Show him that he is appreciated

But how can you do this with no money

All this stress is killing me - Making me starve myself

All this stress is killing him

Putting a very big toll on the relationship

I want us to be back to perfect

When he is happy im happy

But how can we be happy?

Unless i come into a VERY big lump of money! 

- A very depressed C

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