Wednesday 24 October 2012

Wishes and dreams


To have the 'gaunt look' 
To sit up and just have one skin roll ... Not fat
To lie down and be able to see straight down your pants as your hips bones stick out so much
To be able to see the whole of your spine when you bend forward
To see your ribs on your back. 
To be able to see the full length of your collar bone
To have your chest bones showing
To have that flat stomach
To have that gap between your legs.
To wear those size 8 shorts and for them to look to big

To have that hunger pang that means your not bloated
To have that pang that means your on  the right lines
to have that pang that means your getting thinner
to have that pang that means you will get your goal

For the girls to be jealous
for the guys to want you to be thiers
For everyone to see the control you have
For everyone to see your strong

9 hours awake today. 
0 cals consumed

I will get what i want.