Wednesday, 24 October 2012

Wishes and dreams


To have the 'gaunt look' 
To sit up and just have one skin roll ... Not fat
To lie down and be able to see straight down your pants as your hips bones stick out so much
To be able to see the whole of your spine when you bend forward
To see your ribs on your back. 
To be able to see the full length of your collar bone
To have your chest bones showing
To have that flat stomach
To have that gap between your legs.
To wear those size 8 shorts and for them to look to big

To have that hunger pang that means your not bloated
To have that pang that means your on  the right lines
to have that pang that means your getting thinner
to have that pang that means you will get your goal

For the girls to be jealous
for the guys to want you to be thiers
For everyone to see the control you have
For everyone to see your strong

9 hours awake today. 
0 cals consumed

I will get what i want.
 


9 comments:

  1. Couldn't have said it better myself . Wanna be skinny as fuck!

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  2. Hi hun, sorry I havent been very good at emailing lately, I'm so busy and have a shit ton of stuff going on :( But I nominated you for a blog award, check my blog for details :) Tons of love and hope youre well xxx

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  3. I have nominated you for the liebster blog award <3

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  4. I just wanted to encourage you! I know this post is kinda old, but it was inspiring to me. Last summer I had all those things on your list, and it was great. I was actually below my goal weight, and I felt so confident and alive. Now, I'm all bloated from the weight gain I've experienced the past couple months. I had a kidney infection, so the only way to get over it was to gain some weight. Then, after I started gaining, I didn't stop eating. :( Now I feel so gross! Keep your chin up, and I'll keep mine up too... We can do this!! Be strong! Also, keep up with the posts! :) You have a lot of supporters!

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  5. To see your ribs on your back.
    To be able to see the full length of your collar bone
    To have your chest bones showing
    To have that flat stomach
    To have that gap between your legs

    To me that is simply perfection ... to look waif like or doll like next to a big strong man - that he can lift you p with one hand ... bliss Xx

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