So i havent wanted to post due to the weight...
Im up to 135lbs
Mcdonalds at 3am last night. But im not going to eat poorly any more im actually fed up of all the mcdonalds and fast food.
Ill make a mini pack dinner? for Tills on saturday so when 2/3am rolls around ill have a nibble on a healthy sandwich rather than chips and nuggets.
Need to get on drinking lots more water, Only drinking energy drinks is going to dooooo sooooo much damage.
im eating more than i used to at work aswell
i use to be able to not be hungry off an apple ... JUST ONE APPLE>
Now i need alot more than that.
Need to train my body to live off no food;.
I was reading one of your blogs
(im hungover and brain isnt working so cant rememeber)
And it was how tehre 133 wanting to get to 126 but it being 'too' skinny.
Well i want to get to 126 and that will put my bmi to 17.8
9lbs difference ... Not really much.
And im bouncing from 135 to 133lbs.
133lb when i dont junk out.....
so really i dont know what difference im going to see from now and 126lbs :/ i still have big things in images, big arms big everything
I want to be one of those skinny skinny girls
I want people to go yeah shes skinny.
My friend accidently bought a ton of the same underwear and so shes giving me 2 pairs. There a s/p which is a size 8 and i felt like she was thinking 'your sooo not going to fit into these'
Because i dont look like id fit into a sixe 8 atallll~!! !!
I want to be skiiny, i dont want a bloated belly, i dont want these huge thighs i want tiny arms with no bingo wings, i dont want that back fat i dont want that double chin.
I want to be skin and bones
Is that too much to ask for?