SELF DISTRUCT MODE

132.8lbs

Arrive home from a very relaxed weekend away at centre parcs. 

My Promotions boss begs me to drive an hour to join him and shane for a hot tub and movie night. 

I go of course know that it ment hot tub and alcohol night. 

way to much alcohol consumed for a SUNDAY night and with work in the morning. 

Not going to go into details but yer, End up fucking my Promo boss. Thats going to be awkward next time i see him! 

Good rebound sex though!

sleep at 5am. 

Wake up at 7.30am On the hard floor with a rug as a blanket freezing cold with a guy either side of me. 

Is it strange that going out drinking with guys is way more fun than the girls sometimes! 

I know some of you wont be impressed and a side of me isnt impressed either but, ive just come out of a relationship and i just want to have fun, and whats the harm in that really? Im not putting myself in danger, im always letting people know were im going

:) 

Im having fun and thats all that matters right?

Oh and i got home from Centre Parcs and there was an envelope with my name on it!

 RICH WROTE ME A LETTER. 

 Must admit i didnt know wether to cry at it or laugh. Im mixed feelings about it. 

Hmmm he asked that he doesnt get a response from it so ill respect his wishes and not say anything. 

-Love C

xxxx

 

Healthy Time

^^ My fridge^^

Just to state the tortellini pasta is my brothers along with the chicken and feta cheese.

So im going for a slightly higher calorie intake.

Not that it exceeds 500cals. 

Fruit for lunch/morning snack. Banana, apple, pinapple, mango.

Salad for dinner : lettuce, sweetcorn, tomato, cucumber, croutons, ham or tuna

Weight Watchers yoghurts - 54cals each! 

Carrot stick for evening snack

So yer. I had that last night and i never thought i could be full from a salad! Its strange how i ate alot of food and its sooo little in calories. (I made a big salad)

So didnt end up going to the gym...i pulled a muscle on monday and it was quite sore and didnt want to make it worse. Today its gone so no excuse. 

So my weight today id only 136.2lbs 

I think i could have gotten more if i went to the gym. 

Im so happy with this and its only a Wednesday. If i keep this up loose a pound untill Friday. i should be 134lbs roughly. And im not going out Friday and i need to be good on Saturday. And when i drink NOT to eat shit after. Im scared to drink on a salad belly though :/

Ive had lots of people asking me what the wobble machine is. 

wobble Machine Info 

that is it. 

It vibrates really quick. 

10minutes is equivilant to 1hour conventunal work out. (apparently)

it helps tone muscle and all that jazz. Also reduces cellulite and speeds up your metabolism. 

I like it after a long session on the cross trainer as it loosens my muscles so i dont feel sore the next day :) 

P.s i Ordered the zero stuff. 

41% extra fat burn here i come. 

 www.highfive.co.uk/try-zero 

Order the trial pack

- x3 tubes of zero

-x1 water bottle. 

Discount code: summer2012

Dont forget to select BFPO payment. 

They have a offer that if you ONLY buy that product you get free delivery but have to select that option. 

So instead of paying £24 odd for the stuff and £5.60 for P&P

You pay a total of £15 

40% discount baby. 

Cant wait for mine to come and get an easy ride to skinnyness. 

Skinny Together <3

-Love C

xxxxx

Gym Update

So i went to the gym and he was there. 

he had 'poked' me on facebook and has liked EVERY status i have written. Commented back etc. 

Come home from the gym to find that he has unfriended me.  I only noticed because on my timeline its in big letters it said we were friends and now its gone. I hadnt deleted him so im guessing he has.

Im just super super confused as to why!

Im not bothered as to the fact he did it. Im jsut one of those people that like to know the whole story.

Im fed up of people talking to me one second then deleting me on facebook the next.

All i can think of is R.

He added a guy once who added me...only know this as the guy pm'd me asking why he added him and what he should do. 

Has R done this and written some warning? Was that why he REALLY didnt want me on his phone last night to search through old fb to each other to prove a point? (My phone is shit for internet so i use his all the time)

Argh i just really want to know. 

humf.

-Love C

xxxxx

MAGALLUF

Weight : Who knows

Alcohol Consumed : Who Kows - im probably still drunk

Food Consumed: Lunch and dinner everyday

Puked: 0 times

Toilet: I LIVED ON THAT THING

So as you can see from the above picture i had a pretty wild time! 

Oh i got my first tattoo.

Probably not the best place to get it as i know spain dont have the same rules and regulations. 

I swear it wasnt real as i hear the stories about it hurting and i had mine right on my ribs. 

TICKLED LIKE HELL. 

the guy had to keep telling me to stop laughing.

 In its clingfilm and its a bit flakey at the moment so when its healed ill take a better picture for y'all. 

I got the feather to resemble 'free spirit' as i do everything myself. Moved out at 18, LOVE getting out the country. 

Holiday number 4 in August! and might be heading back to Maga in July!

i love that more people are finding my site so HELLO 

:) 

Ill be stepping on the scales tomorrow morning ... AHHH IM SO SCARED :( 

probably gained a Stone! 

sorry this post is a bit here there and everywere but im ever so tired, swear im still drunk or experienceing alcohol withdrawals. 

was up super early from work this morning and its just turned 3 so HOME TIME. 

ill post again with the news tomorrow.

-Love C

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ooooohhhhh SNAP

137.4 lbs

I GOT HERE THIS TIME BY DOING IT THE RIGHT WAY NOT BY VOMING IRRATIONALLY DUE TO A STOMACH BUG!

Hells fricking yes. I am deffintily NOT giving up what im doing now. 

I will deffinitly not binge!

everything seems to be falling into place. 

The girls cancelled last night so i didnt binge and didnt go even over 200cals... lets see

Breakfast:

Nothing (as always)

Lunch: 

Kiwi 14cals

Baby Biscotti 21cals

Dinner:

Apple puree 51cals

Can of full fat coke 42cals

Snack:

5 cherry tomatoes 11cals

Small chunk of cucumber 1cal

Total: 140

Exercise: 0

Had to babysit in the evening so a good distraction. 

babysitting all of today and then im rushing straight off to the theatre to see dirty dancing 

:D :D :D :D

(which is something else that went perfect, we were meant to be having dinner before as we always do but my dad is going to be stuck at work so my mum said eat before you come over! ... it's as if theirs a skinny gardian angel looking out for me!)

and then home to bed or R's depending how late i am. 

Stay strong. 

Hope your all having a good as week as me 

<3

-Love C

xxxx

The Last 10 Lbs

So we are all struggling with those last 10lbs yes?

We've all been working together to get to this stage so dont give up. Just look at the number you started at and look were you are now!

When i see 140 on the scales and hate it, i have to rememeber that i used to DREAM of weighing that.

So Lets do the last bit together. 

if we all aim for 5lbs in a month. Thats VERY reasonable. I remember when i could loose that in a week, but for some reason i cant anymore. then again if i went back to my 500cals a day i probably could. I seem to be eating 500cals in a sitting now. 

I need to say no to food! 

Well no to all the junk food anyway. 

Who's in?

I WANT/NEED to be 135lbs by 29th May when i go on holiday to Magaluf with the girls. 

One friend is 160lbs and the other 132lbs. 

I know which one i want to be closer to!

Com'on we can do it :) 

Stay strong and think thin. 

-Love C

 

OVER THE MOON WITH HAPPYNESS

137.4lbs 

FUCKK YEAH! 

So happy

:) 

Had to share with you guys immediatly

<3

-Love C 

xx