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132.6lbs

Its soooo strange putting that number! 

Its strange though im still feeling fat, not quite skinny yet. I still have all my fat rolls, im still a size 10. 

I would have though loosing 7lbs would have taken a bit of the weight off but no im the damn same. 

Ive been here for a while so fingers crosed this is my new level to hang around. 

Sorry i havent posted in a while, ive been super super busy. 

I havent let myself have time to think with this break up. 

Ive also been going to my hospital appointment and booking all sorts of things. 

Confirmed cyst in my foot - OH JOY! 

Have to wait untill the 20th August to discuss with my doctor treatment plans. I could ask for any other doctor but you know when you just want your own?

Calmed on the drinking but thats cuz the Promo team are in Windsor. There back tomorrow afternoon. 

They want to see me. I cant have a late night though as i need to be up at 6am Friday morning to get to London For the Olympics. 

:)

Perhaps i could drive to Northampton for the evening and if they do go out only have a few and leave by 1am? 

As im feeling very british here is some British thinspo

<3

-Love C

xxxxxxx

138.8lbs 

So i havent posted in a while, no its not because ive been away again. 

Ive been in my little town doing nothing...well not nothing. Ive been stuffing my face. 

So i havent wanted to post as ive been ever soo ashamed. But im now back into the 130's and I SHALL NOT get back into the 140's

Im back at the gym now. 

45mins Cross Trainer/elliptical (Whatever you want to call it)

5 Mins Wobble Machine. <-- LOVE THAT THING
 

Breakfast- Nothing

Lunch - 1/2 pack Spanish cherry tomatoes

Dinner - 2 Charlotte Pots

Small dipping bread in aviolli 

Small dipping bread with penut butter

Crisp Sandwich :(

But hey i still lost so fingers crossed for more losses. 

And seeing as ive been eating like a pig recently the weight should fall off. 

Ive realised i havent been loosing and when i do its because im drinking lots of water. So im back on my 2 litres of water thing. I can have a mini pig out as long as i have the water!!! 

and doing that i dont seem to have to much of a gain so yes. JUT DRINK WATER! 

how have all of y'all been doing?

Fingers crossed not failing like me. 

Ive been really terrible with reading blogs aswell. - SORRY!

But i will read as many as i can but i think ill only go back a day as i dont have enough time! 

Again sorry for abandoning you all. 

-Love C

xxxxxx

The Last 10 Lbs

So we are all struggling with those last 10lbs yes?

We've all been working together to get to this stage so dont give up. Just look at the number you started at and look were you are now!

When i see 140 on the scales and hate it, i have to rememeber that i used to DREAM of weighing that.

So Lets do the last bit together. 

if we all aim for 5lbs in a month. Thats VERY reasonable. I remember when i could loose that in a week, but for some reason i cant anymore. then again if i went back to my 500cals a day i probably could. I seem to be eating 500cals in a sitting now. 

I need to say no to food! 

Well no to all the junk food anyway. 

Who's in?

I WANT/NEED to be 135lbs by 29th May when i go on holiday to Magaluf with the girls. 

One friend is 160lbs and the other 132lbs. 

I know which one i want to be closer to!

Com'on we can do it :) 

Stay strong and think thin. 

-Love C

 

My theory

So i realised i havent posted in a while, ive been super busy at work bla bla (boring stuff)

 SO i was thinking, how many fat people do you see smiling while walking around? 

You dont because there always out of breath.

How many skinny girls do you see smiling while walking around?

Pretty much all of them, even if there alone. 

I want to be able to have a constant smile fixed to my face.

Managed to loose as i went up to 138 yesterday. so back down to 137.4lbs. 

pretty much only ate fruit yesterday. and have a portion of chips at 1am as i was starving from no dinner. 

im still on my antibiotics so i cant drink but you know what, i feel better today, i still had a good night out, and i didnt gain any weight because i danced it all off and didnt have any alcohol calories! 

Same again tonight so im looking for another loose. i hope. 

Have to go for lunch with the girls but not being hungover im not dying for food, think im just going to go there for the company. 

I enjoyed having one of the guys who 2 of the girls in the group know well and bought him out started talking to me saying how skinny im getting. 

I hadnt realised he goes to the gym everyday. arrives 30mins before i leave if im late or just as im finishing in the gym. And he was saying how i look different everytime. (that my boobs look bigger when im not in gym clothes as i must have an extremly tight sports bra - then had to explain to him what a push up bra was!) I really liked it, hes my new best friend. Anybody who thinks im slimming down is my new best friend. 

Do you hate the way people who notice you lost weight saying but you wernt fat to begin with? If i wasnt fat to begin with how have i managed to loose 20lbs and still have more left on me to go? if there wasnt anything to loose how have i done that?

I think girls have a side motive. They dont want you to get skinnier than them because that then means they have to do some work so they remain the hot skinny friend and dont turn into the 'fat friend'

Sorry this post is a bit of a ramble! 

Stay strong and Think Thin

<3

-C

136.4lbs

Im going to keep it off! 

I have to keep it off!

Back to the M&C healthy plan now that im all better. 

Plan is for 1 or 2 cucumber sticks for breakfast to start my metabalism. 

carrot sticks +cucumber sticks with soup for lunch.

Then a nice leafy salad (plain) for dinner

That is my wonderfull plan. 

Obviously with lots of tea and water

<3

-C