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132.6lbs

Its soooo strange putting that number! 

Its strange though im still feeling fat, not quite skinny yet. I still have all my fat rolls, im still a size 10. 

I would have though loosing 7lbs would have taken a bit of the weight off but no im the damn same. 

Ive been here for a while so fingers crosed this is my new level to hang around. 

Sorry i havent posted in a while, ive been super super busy. 

I havent let myself have time to think with this break up. 

Ive also been going to my hospital appointment and booking all sorts of things. 

Confirmed cyst in my foot - OH JOY! 

Have to wait untill the 20th August to discuss with my doctor treatment plans. I could ask for any other doctor but you know when you just want your own?

Calmed on the drinking but thats cuz the Promo team are in Windsor. There back tomorrow afternoon. 

They want to see me. I cant have a late night though as i need to be up at 6am Friday morning to get to London For the Olympics. 

:)

Perhaps i could drive to Northampton for the evening and if they do go out only have a few and leave by 1am? 

As im feeling very british here is some British thinspo

<3

-Love C

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Dont know how weight loss works

yesterday Morning i weighed in at 140.4lbs

This morning i weighed in at 136.6lbs

I seriously dont understand.

all weekend ive been eating shit for the hell of it.

yesterday i had my standard apple youghurt banana and salad. 

That bought me waaaaaaaay down to 136. 

I guess i have to keep control today and see what happens. 

i just dont want the same to happen every single god forsaken weekend. i just need one weekend were im good. this weekend perhaps?

9th august i go away to mallorca. I WILL be 130lbs 

i dont have a choice what i eat out there, my family cook shite. perhaps ill ask for salad and fruit combinations for the duration of the holiday. 

Anyway nothing more to really fill you in on. My life is pretty tame, nothing out of the ordinarly, R and i are slowly getting back to normal. 

Gym tonight? Ill probably end up bailing again. 

-Love C

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After Shock

really sorry i didnt post yesterday i had to go with my friend to hospital as she was in alot of pain. 

Bacterial infection, Urine infection and a ripped cervix! 

OUCH. 

No wonder she was in pain. 

So the magical number youve all been waiting to hear. 

I should have taken bets on what my boozing holiday did to my weight.

140.2lbs 

:) 

Im soo  happy with that from the amount i ate. 

Burger king, pizza hut, alot of baguettes and bread. Burgers, steak. 

not to mention to alcohol calories! 

I guess sweating it out and all the walking helped! 

5th floor and the elevators smelt of wee or had sick in them so it was always stairs.

Back to my healthy eating now and seeing as im used to eating normal i guess as soon as i go back to my minimal the weight will fall off me like a fat pair of jeans! 

Jack Wills Varsity Polo tomorrow. 

Always go for my birthday. 

20years old on the 20th June. 

I CANNOT be fat in all my pictures. I know im going to be huge in JWVP ones but i cant exactly cut weight off in a day! Talk about the impossible! 

So 10 days ... a pound ish a day. I can be 136 for my birthday, i will be SOOOO happy. :)

Lets start.

Whos with me?

Stay Strong and Think Thin. 

-Love C

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(Just a bit of feather tatto thinspo <3)

Alot of people have the feather tatto on there rib! Guess i must have a common brain/imagination! 

Enjoy 

<3

MAGALLUF

Weight : Who knows

Alcohol Consumed : Who Kows - im probably still drunk

Food Consumed: Lunch and dinner everyday

Puked: 0 times

Toilet: I LIVED ON THAT THING

So as you can see from the above picture i had a pretty wild time! 

Oh i got my first tattoo.

Probably not the best place to get it as i know spain dont have the same rules and regulations. 

I swear it wasnt real as i hear the stories about it hurting and i had mine right on my ribs. 

TICKLED LIKE HELL. 

the guy had to keep telling me to stop laughing.

 In its clingfilm and its a bit flakey at the moment so when its healed ill take a better picture for y'all. 

I got the feather to resemble 'free spirit' as i do everything myself. Moved out at 18, LOVE getting out the country. 

Holiday number 4 in August! and might be heading back to Maga in July!

i love that more people are finding my site so HELLO 

:) 

Ill be stepping on the scales tomorrow morning ... AHHH IM SO SCARED :( 

probably gained a Stone! 

sorry this post is a bit here there and everywere but im ever so tired, swear im still drunk or experienceing alcohol withdrawals. 

was up super early from work this morning and its just turned 3 so HOME TIME. 

ill post again with the news tomorrow.

-Love C

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Navel Piercing

So i got my belly button pierced today as the girls im going on holiday all wanted it done. 

turns out half of them bailed! so was only J and I who got and shes not even coming on holiday. 

Super anoyed but now i just have motivation to get a better belly as i cant have a navel piercing with a flabby fat belly!

So because i got it done today i thought id shard some navel piercing thinspo 

<3

-C

 

Quick update

Only putting the total amount as I'm putting it into calorie counter and on your phone is a right mission!!!

Also Blogger isnt the easiest on your phone also.

So here's mondays and tuesdays and todays so far!

Monday:1187cals
Exercise: -2850cals 7.5hours skiing

Tuesday:1080cals
Exercise: -2100cals 7hours skiing

Wednesday(today):
So far I'm on 277cals according to calcount! Here in Norway they show the cals per 100g for everything and dont tell you how much everything weighs, also don't have scales of any sort in the cabin so yer, lacking in true knowledge. But over 2000cals a day isn't bad!

Not don't much skiing today, only 3 hours this morning and only have 3 hours left before it all shuts.

Slept in this morning as I was late to sleep :(

Hope your all staying strong <3

P.s I hope I hope I HOPE I've lost weight on this holiday!!!

-love C

Xx

Thank god for WiFi

So there will be no fancy pictures or centre aligning on my posts for the week, or really general information.

I'm using it to keep me on course to not over eat and nibble on crisps.

Said I was full and left half my spaghetti bolognese but carried on stuffing my face with plain lettuce... fingers crossed they don't susspect.

Todays intake: (remember its 8.30pm UK time and Ive Been up since 3.30am)

3mini pittas with chicken: 86x3+60=318cals
Satsuma: 35cals
M&ms (1/4 of a pack) 100cals
Coated peanuts: 50cals
Spaghetti Bolognese: 250cals

Total: 753cals

Skiing tomorrow. I will burn it off.

Also failed my lent eating the pitta but it was that or be questioned massivly by my parents!

Goodnight all.

Will post when I have time tomorrow

Stay strong and thing thin

-C

After sticking to my yes foods, which is ALOT easier than restricting (even though i did stay low)

im back down to 140.6lbs after exercise 

 ... 

and a ROAST

 

R's dad wanted to go to the carvery and i went, had turkey (white meat on the yes list)

Had all of the carrots on my plate, half of the peas (i put alot on there)

1 potato and only ate probably half the meat. 

 

I cant believe i left food on the plate. Im sooooo impressed with me!

Also sticking to my no bread for lent. 

Todays intake: 

Banana: 105cals

1 rice cake: 41cals

2 tuk biscuits: 50cals

Mixed Salad with dressing: 150cals

Total: 346cals

Oh also had 2 cans of diet coke to keep me going through the hunger, and 3 cups of tea :)

Yesterday's Exercise:

Elliptical: 180cals

Treadmill: 145cals

Cycling machine: 85cals

Total: 410cals

Todays will hopefully be similar...had to distract myself on the cycling machine yesterday by emailing and reading blogs otherwise i can only do about 5 minutes before getting bored and acheing too much. 

Its a good trick, reply to all texts you've recieved, any emails .. or blog! 

Skiing next week: My mum said something strange to me the other day i wasnt expecting, usually she is all 'you must eat breakfast' as she knows i never really have. On skiing holidays especially she makes sure i eat it so i dont pass out on the slopes, but i said to her 'oh ill have to retrain my body when i get back not to eat breakfast' she just simply replied with 'just dont eat breakfast, have an extra 30mins lie in for the energy' 

WTF?!?! 

my mum i swear is loosing it. or she just thinks im soo fat (i already know she does as she tells me 'you could loose a few pounds') that shes trying to starve me aswell as myself! 

Atleast with the fact she is so desperate to get me to a stick if i have small portions she will praise me! 

People are saying I've gotten skinnier.

 I want to hear them wisper and say I've gotten too skinny!

Stay Strong and Think Thin

<3

-C

Just had to tell you!!!

Sorry just had to tell you!

R is taking me to Turkey <3 

Well im paying my half, its the only way i would go seeing as hes saving up to move out and i KNOW how expensive that can be.

But ahhhh, he wants to book it at the weekend so i have to check dates at work. God im soo excited :) Somewhere warm and out of the UK.

Anybody been to Turkey or live there that know really good things to do or see out there?
Were looking to stay at the Ramada hotel Antalya so around there would be good!

I just had to tell you girls. Is it strange that i come to tell you before my friends? Well i feel closer to you guys more than my friends out here. You know the truth about me.

MUST get a nice bikini body for April..not long! 

A bit of Bikini summer thinspo as im in the mood for it :) 

Stay strong and Think thin 

-C

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