Showing posts with label cravings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cravings. Show all posts

Thursday, 2 August 2012



133.0lbs 

yes i had a binge last night and im reallly suprised how i only put on 0.4lbs 
:/ 

How come when i have a big binge i dont put on as much as when i have a little binge?

Probably would have been less as my binge was at about 4pm but then i had a sandwich past 8 and the scales were 133 before i had that pitta bread. 

Ah well.

My promo team are back in North tonight 
:)

Soo happy because it means i can go out with them, MUST LEAVE BY 12.00AM 

ive got to be up at 5.30 to shower and get ready to be picked up for 6 to leave for the OLYMPICS

Off to see Athletics
:)
SOOO EXCITED

so i wont be able to post tomorrow or over the weekend so ill let you know my plan 

Thursday (today)
- work
- travel an hour up north 
- Hot Tub 
- Drink a bit
-Go into Town and drink 
-Drive home (fingers crossed) by 12.30am

Friday
-Leave for Olympics at 6am
-Travel around arena once games have finished (1.40pm)
- Go for food with family
- Travel back to Btown
- Get ready for a night out up North
-Travel up North
-PAARRTYYY

Saturday
-Travel back to Btown
- Back to Ntown for shopping and nails/Eyebrows done
- Back to Btown for the best steak around!
-BACK TO NTOWN for the launch party im running
-Dont know evening plans

Sunday
-DIE FROM HANGOVER
 - might go back out 

Monday
-Work and you shall hear from me 
:)

Hope your all ok! 

Stay Strong and Think Skinny 

- Love C
xxxxxxx

Wednesday, 9 May 2012

The Last 10 Lbs


So we are all struggling with those last 10lbs yes?

We've all been working together to get to this stage so dont give up. Just look at the number you started at and look were you are now!

When i see 140 on the scales and hate it, i have to rememeber that i used to DREAM of weighing that.

So Lets do the last bit together. 

if we all aim for 5lbs in a month. Thats VERY reasonable. I remember when i could loose that in a week, but for some reason i cant anymore. then again if i went back to my 500cals a day i probably could. I seem to be eating 500cals in a sitting now. 

I need to say no to food! 

Well no to all the junk food anyway. 

Who's in?

I WANT/NEED to be 135lbs by 29th May when i go on holiday to Magaluf with the girls. 

One friend is 160lbs and the other 132lbs. 

I know which one i want to be closer to!

Com'on we can do it :) 

Stay strong and think thin. 

-Love C
 

Wednesday, 11 April 2012

Dosed up on meds



So iun my last post i mentioned that i was in pain...I wasnt kidding. 

Ended up going to hospital that night with a kidney infection. 

YAAAAYYYY :/

Antibiotics the doctors originally gave me were incorrect for the type of infection i had therfore it spread from my bladder to my kidneys. 

Im sorry but in my mind i think thats very irrisponsible of the doctors. If i didnt know what was wrong with me and just took painkillers and went onto bed my kidney could be permenantly damaged right now and id be on a waiting list for a new one! 

Well anyway it all worked out im on new medication which they believe is the correct one. 
Fingers crosse hey! 

So my weight is bouncing better 138 and 137lbs Well technically 138.6 and 137.2 seeing as i havent gone over or under these for a while. 

I seem to do really well in the day, i eat my piece of fruit for elevensies, i dont if im not hungry. 
Salad for lunch, gotten rid of the lettuce the past two days as it had frozen!(not sure how that happend)
But as soon as i go home, because im not going to the gym straight after work i flail and end up having a bowl of cereal. Or i have a light dinner and then something else later on at dinner time. 

I cant keep control. The gym takes up a good hour and a half so when i get home its around 5ish. Ill then shower and get dressed again, watch a tv show and then eat something small. it will then be 7.30ish which i go to R's. It used to work so perfectly and with this stupid infection its all going downhill. I cant seem to loose unless i go drastic and tape my mouth shut or something! 

perhaps i should try that?

Stay Strong

-C