Could i be happier?

136.8 lbs

Yes, i just said 136.8!! 

I guess my new motivation of having to get down to 130 in order to save my relationship is working. 

Dont worry im not doing this for R. I need to do it to feel comfortable. To be at peace with my body. 

I dont know if ill feel that at 130 but there is only 1 way to find out isnt there.

I need to say a MASSIVE shout out to Gabrielle (the black book) she has helped me so much with not bingeing and actually making this possible! 

ive done 4-5 days no binge, no over eating. nothing 

:) 

So as usually ill put my intake in 

Breakfast:

Nothing <3

Lunch: 

Kiwi 14cal

Yoghurt 48.5 cal

Strawberry 5cal

1 new potato 10cal

Dinner:

Chunk of cucumber 2cal

Small corner of bread 5cal

2 cherry tomatoes 5cal

Starburst 20cal! (wouldnt have eaten it if i knew it was 20cal per thing)

Snack:

Bottle of diet pepsi 2cal

<3

Total:111.5 cals

Exercise: 

0 again as babysitting 8am-6pm then theatre at 6.30! 

So not much time. 

Hope your all having a good day. 

-love C

xxxxxx