BINGE :(

So last night didnt exactly go as planned. 

I go to babysitting at 8. And the lady i babysit for asked me into the kitchen (standard as she usually gives me instructions etc) But she just said, 'were my kids exceptionally stressfull yesterday, i found your lighter outside, here you go' It was sooo awkward. They were in bed asleep when i went out and i had had them all freaking day. 

She even hid the key so i couldnt go out for one last night!

To top it off she said help yourself to this GIANT bar of galaxy (my favourite, was already half eaten) and put out a rocky road aswell. 

So it was that and some tortilla chips, had 2 cherry tomatoes to make myself feel like i ate healthy. And the rocky road i had a small bite. then shoved the rest in chewed for a bit and hit a wall of WTF am i doing so spat it all back out. 

When babysitting was over my parents lights were still on so i popped in to say hello. 

1 ham roll and 1 penut butter roll. 

GOD i miss Penut butter.

So for all of yesterday it was

Breakfast:

Nothing

Lunch: 

Kiwi 14cal

Dinner: 

Apple Puree Pouch: 51cal

Tuna: 50

BINGE:

2 cherry tomatoes 4cal

1/4 rocky road 50cal

1/4 giant cookie 30cal

2 chocolate galaxy cubes 52cal

Tortilla chips 30cal

Ham Roll 141cal

Penut Butter roll 186cal

3 laxatives :( 

Total:

608cals

Didnt gain, just maintained. 

so still 136.8 lbs

R and I are going MK shopping and he wants to go to nando's, Ive checked the menu and ive told him im getting the mixed salad already. i dont care what he says. if he kicks up a big fuss ill have it with the chicken. May have it with the chicken anyway and then have a pouch for dinner before i head out for the night. 

TMI WARNING: Laxatives havent worked...its stressing me out. Perhaps ill have a cigerette. Usually gets things going. 

Stay Strong

-Love C

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Im going to weigh myself when getting ready...perhaps last nights weight will have digested.