ABC 30 Day Challenge: Day 4

140.8lbs 

Diet deffinitly seems to be working :)

Day 4: 400cals 

Yoghurt: 91cals

Large Ceasar salad: 170cals

Cucumber and Sweetcorn Sandwich: 121cals

Couple of Handfull of Grapes: 10cals

Total: 392cals 

Question: The Meaning behind your Tumblr Blog Name?

Im a sucker for glee and when they sang the song I feel pretty/Unpretty it stood out to me. To me its about a how she only felt insecure and unpretty when she started seeing a guy. And i had that, a main reason why i love R so much is that when he puts his arms around me he doesnt grab my flabby belly and say 'ooohhh look at all of this' EVERY guy ive been with has done that. Maybe its just that i go for complete jerks, I know they were all jerks. But i kept going for them. I think thats another trigger for it all. R's best friend made me quit smoking while i was with him, run everyday and restrict. But when we ended it started going back to normal. (Untill christimas with the family when they started saying it,) Think the family saying it was the main thing. If they say it it MUST be true. Therfore, triggered and restricting and loosing.

The pretty unpretty life, it sort of explains itself. that my life is pretty unpretty. If im not happy, its not going to be a happy and pretty life. 

Hope that didnt bore you too much!

Day off work today, having to run a ton of errands for my mum today. Her sort of depression means she doesnt do any of the important things, she jsut cant find the willpower. so i have to do their food shopping clean windows, iron and all those important bits and bobs.

Its ok. She's helped me soo much that i cant really complain about doing this when shes looked after me for soo long.

Stay Strong and Think Thin 

-C 

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