So my day isnt going very well, how's yours?
Couldn't get to sleep last night knowing that i had fatty foods layering the inside of my body, so yes i did make an unwanted trip to the bathroom. Did i enjoy it? Of course not. Did it make me feel better? Slightly.
I then found it hard to get to sleep after that as i couldnt stop thinking about why im suddenly always making myself sick when i go over my limit or i just eat something i really wish i hadnt. What does this mean? I dont want to go down that path.
So waking up this morning after a very disturbed nights sleep, i feel sluggish, achey, grumpy and well overall in a crappy mood. This may have something to do with pms though!
Really would have likes to see R tonight as planned as when im with him everything i think about normally goes away and i almost believe my 'happy face' front. But unfortunatly a guy has been a right jerkmonkey to my friend B so im having to host a late night movie session to cheer her up. Probably not in the best mood for this. Fingers crossed she isnt expecting pringles and dip, ice cream and sweets. Think i really would kill myself.
Lots of water drinking today to flush out yesterday's dirt. My usual Half tuna sandwich to eat momentarily.
Couldn't get to sleep last night knowing that i had fatty foods layering the inside of my body, so yes i did make an unwanted trip to the bathroom. Did i enjoy it? Of course not. Did it make me feel better? Slightly.
I then found it hard to get to sleep after that as i couldnt stop thinking about why im suddenly always making myself sick when i go over my limit or i just eat something i really wish i hadnt. What does this mean? I dont want to go down that path.
So waking up this morning after a very disturbed nights sleep, i feel sluggish, achey, grumpy and well overall in a crappy mood. This may have something to do with pms though!
Really would have likes to see R tonight as planned as when im with him everything i think about normally goes away and i almost believe my 'happy face' front. But unfortunatly a guy has been a right jerkmonkey to my friend B so im having to host a late night movie session to cheer her up. Probably not in the best mood for this. Fingers crossed she isnt expecting pringles and dip, ice cream and sweets. Think i really would kill myself.
Lots of water drinking today to flush out yesterday's dirt. My usual Half tuna sandwich to eat momentarily.
Atleast this means i can go for a 7till 8 swim tonight as im now free untill 8.30.
My weight did go up, back to 150.6lbs. Ergh im such a giant.
Bad moods really do suck!
Think thin <3
Think thin <3
-C
I failed with the pringles :p Yuck food. I wish I could get out of these 150's! Stay strong, I know you'll lose it again.
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Just been informed the girls are bringing chinese over. My ALLTIME favourite food ever! This is going to be HARD.
DeleteWith support from each other we'll both get there :)
-C x